Although the scars of yesterday, remain...

As much as the entry title sounds like something terrible as happened. It hasnt. In fact my situation has gotten much better. My social anxiety for the first time ever feels under control.

I was able to reconnect with an old friend from like 2 years ago, and we've been hanging out and smoking hookah and playing some League. I've been chilling out with Phil and his roommate Mike, who i didnt know existed until about 2 weeks ago, and surprisingly I didnt have a nervous breakdown. A good friend of mine from RO set me up to chat with a close friend of his who lives close by, and he seems mad chill and easy to get a long with. Again I didnt have a nervous breakdown or shutdown. A guildmate of mine, who i knew always had a crush on me, full out fell for me basically and we've been chattin, however we both know it would never work.

Speaking of RO, the last 2 Saturday WoE's were awesome. Action packed and full of trololololing :3 Gotta love Animosity's Rattlesquad!

But amazingly its been a turn around. Though i dont expect this to last very long sadly.However it is confirmed that I will be attending Otakon this year:3 with a slight possibility of AnimeExpo <3 As much as I dont want to graduate, I cant wait til the summer starts.

Finally got around to finishing DRRR! after putting it off for so fucking long. And finally finished 13-2. I must say I was not disappointed in the game at all, granted I knew from reading on the net what was bad about it/flawed with it, but even with the crappy ending it surpassed 13 as a whole.

Yay Hangovers :3

Last night was eventful, my one roommate who is suspended from campus and is (thankfully) moving out stopped in to pick up the rest of her shit. However, she threw out all of my food in the fridge. ALL OF IT. as well as drink some of my wine. I don't care what her excuse is, that food in there was two days old, hell, the milk was still sealed up. What the fuck was she thinking when she grabbed it and chucked it? What the fuck have I done to you to deserve something like that? Fucking psycho bitch.

After all that shit she's staying the weekend which makes me want to GTFO as fast and as soon as possible. Last night after the fridge fiasco, i visited my cousin and her boyfriend and drank an entire bottle of the cheapest vodka ever to myself. Im amazed im still alive. :3! Played with thier new pet gecko named Rusty. Its so fucking cuuuuuuteeeee <333 that thing though, can fucking jump, holy shit.

Then this morning I got invited over to Rick;s place to chill out and get away from the psycho roommate, which i hope leaves by monday morning for Dani gonna rage. Bringing the rum cause its WoE tonight. And everyone knows i WoE better when im under the influence <3! This IMO was perfect timing on his part, otherwise i was gonna be forced to go to my cousin-in-law's baby shower and be ridiculed by my family for hours on end. Plus, I dont do those girly thingies. not my style. I love Jenn to death like a sister, but she and i both know it will turn in to a chaotic shitstorm if i show my face at the restaurant.

This is gonna be a weekend shit show.

[4:01 AM]

Best. night. ever. <3!!