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As much as the entry title sounds like something terrible as happened. It hasnt. In fact my situation has gotten much better. My social anxiety for the first time ever feels under control.

I was able to reconnect with an old friend from like 2 years ago, and we've been hanging out and smoking hookah and playing some League. I've been chilling out with Phil and his roommate Mike, who i didnt know existed until about 2 weeks ago, and surprisingly I didnt have a nervous breakdown. A good friend of mine from RO set me up to chat with a close friend of his who lives close by, and he seems mad chill and easy to get a long with. Again I didnt have a nervous breakdown or shutdown. A guildmate of mine, who i knew always had a crush on me, full out fell for me basically and we've been chattin, however we both know it would never work.

Speaking of RO, the last 2 Saturday WoE's were awesome. Action packed and full of trololololing :3 Gotta love Animosity's Rattlesquad!

But amazingly its been a turn around. Though i dont expect this to last very long sadly.However it is confirmed that I will be attending Otakon this year:3 with a slight possibility of AnimeExpo <3 As much as I dont want to graduate, I cant wait til the summer starts.

Finally got around to finishing DRRR! after putting it off for so fucking long. And finally finished 13-2. I must say I was not disappointed in the game at all, granted I knew from reading on the net what was bad about it/flawed with it, but even with the crappy ending it surpassed 13 as a whole.
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So my night last night was very eventful, and caught me entirely off guard.

Best night ever )
Then this morning I woke up with my usual stomach issues. Extreme pain and nausea. Couldnt keep food down for a few hours not to mention the lack of sleep again. But again, Rick being the sweetheart he is, went around the corner and bought me crackers and a waterbottle. and 'lo and behold 4 hours later and all is good. I really felt bad, and i know he felt bad too cause we wanted to go to the mall today but at 11am my stomach was still in the shitter and i didnt want to risk myself gettign sick in public or my condition turning worse. Also found out im not the only one with stomach issues thankfully hahaha. I think hes getting me some cheesecake though <3.

I swear to god if hes leading me on and I get hurt in the end. Im through with guys. I'll stay single forever.

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~_~ I should be studying for this Spanish exam tomorrow morning... But fuck that.
Instead I've been talking on vent for the last two hours about how some guildmates of mine chill out and LAN once in a while and get ridiculously drunk in the process. However now all 5 of em wanna chill next weekend for War of Emperium (WoE) and troll on Ragnarok.

Animosity party in Dani's apartment? Lol my roommates are gonna fucking hate me for this. Thankfully afaik only two have been confirmed to stay over, Hrishi and Steve, though Matt Rick and Rachel are still up in the air. If they all show up its going to be a total shitstorm. Can't fucking wait.

Also, finally started FF13-2. Hope its better than 13. /crosses fingers. And I'm officially broke again. Q_Q